To metamorphose into the ideal
Woman as I’d seen again and again
Described in books or captured on reel
Right off the bat had I realized
Some crucial features I did not possess
I lacked the requisite height or the prized
Luxurious hair, with which God did not bless
So I tried to work with what I was given
Tried to slim down to the ideal size
But the ideal figure that I could envision
Would never be mine, woefully did I realize
I tried my best to behave in a manner
Befitting a female member of my society
Trying to create an aura of subtle glamor
Was a concept so foreign, it provoked some anxiety…
**
I was unhappy with myself, felt defeated
I could never be the ideal woman I epitomized
When I tried to emulate her, my soul felt cheated
That ideal must be wrong for me, I finally surmised
**
Yes, I could be quite loud and opinionated
My manicure would be chipped off before it had dried
My hair would never stay in their place designated
My mascara would run over as if I had cried
Extra slabs of fat clung to me tenaciously
Glamor and I had no relation whatsoever
So I accepted that this was me, graciously
And shifted my focus to what I could do better.
**
Devoid of illusions I tried to explore
My strengths that did not match that ideal
And to my surprise I found many more
Talents within me, things I could now feel
It took me some time to accept that I was
A nonconformist in more ways than one
And it was all right to be who I was, because
I was the best I could be, instead of a mere imitation!
So very well said.
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