(Painting by Luis Jimenez Aranda- The ward in chief doctor visit. 1889)
I think in my daily life I crib enough
That life as a physician is pretty tough
Running at times purely on adrenaline
Assisted by a hefty dose of caffeine
Trying (and failing) very hard to squeeze
Sixty minutes of work in fifteen isn’t a breeze
I need to be efficient but doctor-patient interaction
Cannot be constrained by time, in any fashion
Need for documentation adds to my woes
I try to be meticulous, and there my free time goes..
I love challenges, but caring for sick patients can be
At times, an emotionally draining exercise in futility…
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Then there are those days when I find
That the patients that had been occupying my mind
All of previous evening- being in a critical condition
With me unsure if my efforts would be brought to fruition,
Have turned the corner, their condition stabilized
This positive change again has me galvanized
Into action, I am ready for the challenges of a new day
I have adrenaline coursing through me in a good way
All the aforementioned issues pale into insignificance
I feel blessed to be able to make a difference
In people’s lives, ultimately that is the reward I seek
It serves as a reminder when my days are bleak..
(Image source: http://doina-touchinghearts.blogspot.com/2014/07/under-hippocratic-oath-paintings.html)
Nothing better than to serve, especially in the profession you’ve mentioned. It’s the good deeds that should matter in life.
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Thank you! Sometimes in the midst of all the other pressures of a job (like paperwork, insurance headaches etc.) it becomes easy to lose sight of the original goal, but eventually something happens to remind us of why we do what we do.
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Beautifully written, that explains why you chose this noble profession over your first love( civil services)
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Thanks!
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