Later,
All unfinished patient charts I will complete
Documenting in detail is no small feat
I’ll try to coherently word my impression
In a sea of irrelevant information
When boredom and fatigue creep in late at night
With some more caffeine, I’ll put up a fight
*
Later,
I’ll answer work e-mails that number a million
Some of them asking for completion
Of yet another test or course that is required
To avoid suspension, or worse, getting fired
Often requiring me to use my credit card-
Proving competence as a physician has to be hard..
*
Later,
To the insurance company I shall place a call
Plead my case for my patient, likely hit a wall
Denial to approve every test, every medication
Often without any valid justification
Seems to be the new norm these days
Medical care is denied to patients in creative ways
*
Later,
I’ll call back the referring physician
Who needs to have an urgent discussion
Regarding a mutual patient- this one
Would be my first call, once I am done
In the ideal world, a colleague should not have to wait
But, whether I should be interrupted is a matter of some debate
*
All these matters that clamour for my attention
I shall willingly disregard, for this thirty-minute session
Where you, at your most vulnerable, in a state of apprehension
Tell me your story, expecting me to patiently listen
This undivided attention undoubtedly you deserve
Let me tell you also that this is the only time reserved
For me to do what I was meant to do at the end of the day
This interaction with you is my rai·son d’ê·tre in every way
While the business of medicine often leaves me disenchanted
Listening to, and examining you brings me back to what I wanted
I have many things to take care of, but they can and shall wait
You come first for me, this I shall emphatically state.
(Image source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Greek_medicine)
I had one doctor who barely gave me 5 minutes. My others are like this…I am all that matters. Can I tell you how very much that means to me?
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