
In the ideal world I would pay
Much more attention from day to day
To every facet of my work, corners never cut
Do the same for my family and home- but
In the ideal world of my dreams I do not live
My real world is messy and chaotic, and I have to give
Part of myself to every role that I am in
My attention gets divided, my patience wears thin
Hormonal roller-coaster complicates matters too
When emotions get high, it creates the perfect milieu
For missing something crucial, in a moment of inattention
For glossing over to get to the next task, despite good intentions
When I discover my error, usually too late
I feel guilty and obsessively ruminate
About how I would pay attention to detail
I devise new strategies that would not let me fail
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I may not repeat the exact same mistake
But there are always too many factors at stake
And I continue to be an individual error-prone
Ignoring noise to focus on what’s important is a skill I must hone
