
For the longest time, I tried to protect and preserve
The life that I had, I wanted to conserve
Every bit of happiness that came my way
To act as a buffer for difficult days
My hands balled into fists I kept
Fearful that if I opened them, nothing would be left
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I acted from a place of deep-seated fear
Afraid that good things in life would disappear
Anxiously clinging to my imagined safe place
Petrified of the possibility of loss I could face
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The lessons you need to learn, life ultimately teaches you
In my case this definitely turned out to be true
Life happened, and I realized that keeping my fists balled
Did not protect me from incurring losses at all
I opened my palms, and realized there was space
For love and happiness to enter and take the place
Of loss and despair, I had to let go of my fear
And give life a chance for good things to appear
