Notes from Solitude

My life circumstances and my introversion

Both seem to work in collusion

To keep me living in solitude that appears

Comforting at times, at other times I fear

That solitude is turning into loneliness

Sometimes I long for company, I confess..

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Mostly I prefer solitary activities where I am not

Tied down by obligations, the thought

Of working in a group setting is not that attractive

I fear I would end being a participant inactive

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I do enjoy having long conversations

With one or two persons at a time, my inclination

Is to just talk, exchange ideas and a deep sense of connection feel

Interacting with a crowd hold much less appeal

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My work keeps me quite occupied indeed

To forge connections with others, extra effort I need

To make from my side, I need to prioritize

Time for socialization, this is something I’ve recently realized

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Sometimes solitude feels blissful, sometimes genuine social interaction

Feels good too, I need both for maximum satisfaction