Whimsical, arbitrary
Causing distraction
In a life ordinary
Wreaking havoc profound
In a tumultuous mind
Emotions raising a sound
While going through the grind
I was caught unaware
Thrown in a cataclysm
Obsession threatening to declare
A war within my heart’s realm
Oblivious of circumstance
Mindless of time and place
Attraction I felt simply by chance
Leaving me a million questions to face
Suspended in mid-air did I feel
With choices difficult lying ahead
As I tried to quieten the zeal
Of a passion I thought was long dead
**
I was tempted to follow my heart
And get instant gratification
I knew that this was not smart
I would face lasting ramifications
I steered myself away
With a steely resolve
Fervently while I did pray
From temptation to be absolved
Bent but not broken
I sprang back again
Leaving hidden, unspoken
A dull residual pain
This attraction transient
My vulnerability revealed
I learnt my heart’s subservient
To temptations concealed.