Category Archives: musings

When was the last time we as humankind Were in our collective grief so aligned? * We all have grieved, we all have mourned Individually, in clusters, we have borne The weight of our grief alone, many times in the past But there wasn’t a blanket of grief so vast As to engulf each oneContinue reading “Collective Grief”

That thing I hold inside of me Against a (?real) (?imaginary) adversary The thing that my mind cannot process Festers like a putrefying abscess Or like a low grade tumor that continues To enlarge, a wound that continues to ooze Spreading evil humors throughout me Threatening my peace of mind, my sanity The resentment thatContinue reading “Grudge”

In Indian society, this is the question everyone seems to have for young adults, particularly women, and it usually refers to marriage. As intrusive as it is, it is a common question and I have a tongue-in-cheek reply… What do you mean by “settling down”, tell me I am educated, have a career and liveContinue reading ““When will you settle down?””

(My relationship with my birth country) Relationships can be complicated, I’m aware The most complicated relationship I have, I must declare Is with my birth country, my motherland It has taken me a while to understand.. My love for India should unconditional be At least that’s what I would like, but unfortunately As an outsider,Continue reading “It’s Complicated…”

It is extremely hard to be away from your family in another time zone when they are unwell… How was your night, I do not know For me the afternoon hours pass slow I wait impatiently for your dawn to break I check time obsessively trying hard to shake The all-pervading anxiety as I tryContinue reading “Separated in time…”

Something feels empty, what is it and where? Is there a hole, a void in my heart of which I am unaware I feel lonely, cooped up in my home alone Trying to find something uplifting on my smartphone There is a pit in my stomach, a craving I cannot name It feels like anContinue reading “What do I fill with food?”

I shall remember for years to come How you shaped me, how I did become The grown-up person that I am today All words of encouragement and criticism tucked away In various recesses of my brain from where They get retrieved without my being aware Help me navigate through life in your measured tone IContinue reading “Memories…”

If there is something I have learnt In the last two years after being burnt Multiple times for my planning overzealous Is not to make plans, best not to discuss What we would do in six months or a year Many times the plans for the next week are unclear Depending on which way theContinue reading “The best laid (pandemic) plans”

When you deal with illness and death every day Imperceptibly, somewhere along the way Melancholy makes its way into your world view Sadness tints with darkness every hue Those around you notice it much before you do Your pessimist perception has become reality for you You go on, engulfed in subliminal depression Until your lifeContinue reading “A dose of creativity for depression”

The number of children hospitalized with Covid-19 is soaring nationwide, especially as the highly transmissible omicron variant of the coronavirus spreads across the country, and children under 5 are not eligible for the vaccine yet. This variant on the other hand, may cause a milder illness like the cold in an adult fully vaccinated andContinue reading “My child is sick…”

Amid chaos the world has descended into Amid the vagaries of the pandemic that we cannot get through In the midst of losses, sorrows and angst everywhere In trying to protect things about which we care Finding happiness seems an unachievable goal In tumultuous times, restless remains the soul Where do I look for happiness,Continue reading “Camus’ summer”

She worked quietly and efficiently Assumed her work was there for everyone to see And admire, she put in hours beyond required She had a reputation of being a hard-worker acquired She did not talk much about her accomplishments though Small talk would interfere with efficiency and make her slow So she believed, besides sheContinue reading “Quiet at work?”