Ribbon of highway..(road along the Golden Gate State Park)
Endless skyway…(Mount Washington, NH)
Golden valley- The Grand Canyon of Yellowstone, Wyoming
Sands of the diamond desert (from the Academy of Natural Sciences, Philadelphia)
“Nothing erases the past. There is repentance, there is atonement, and there is forgiveness. That is all, but that is enough.”
― Ted Chiang, The Merchant and the Alchemist’s Gate
I hurled some scathing comments;
Now I am left alone to brood
My soul, now guilt torments..
Hurtful words escaped my lips
Before conscious thought could restrain
How I wish those Freudian slips
Within the realm of my mind could remain!
Insults are like arrows once shot
To injure, they are destined
No apology can then blot
The stain they leave behind.
I repent, and writhe in pain
Pure forgiveness I seek
My suffering seems to be in vain
Prospects of it are bleak.
**
Years had passed, time had flown
The insult an incident forgotten
Since then, though, insomnia I’d known
Guilt so heavy, making me feel rotten.
And just as I thought to my grave
Without forgiveness I was headed,
God’s will intervened, a sinner to save
With forgiveness I was rewarded.
Some closed, some open half-way
I have no inkling where they lead
There are no signs that I can read
Some that do open with love
Others need a gentle shove
Some that lead to pastures green
Others hide horrors obscene.
Walking down life’s path alone
Many tempting doors I am shown..
Curious to peer ahead
I keep opening them as I tread
With every door, my hopes rise
Opening it will make we wise
As I am eager to explore
For me, what life has in store.
Mankind must put an end to war before war puts an end to mankind.
Mind in commotion
Dreams shattered
In tumultuous emotion
Holding on hard
To everything known
Piercing shards
In all corners blown..
The universe oozing
Hot lava of cruelty
Slipping, losing
All grip on reality..
Senseless bloodshed
For reasons unclear
Destruction widespread
In a climate of fear..
How tragic is war
Feeding on plight
Who is it for?
No victor in sight…
The world is just one
In war there’s no gain
Wars may be lost, or won
Victor and victim both suffer the pain.
(Image: Raphael’s painting of a battle scene from the Vatican City)
Been a while since my last “Five favorites” post. So here are my favorite quotes:
1. “There is a tide in the affairs of men
Which taken at the flood leads on to fortune…”
-Julius Caesar, William Shakespeare
I first came across this quote in the detective novel “Taken at the Flood” by Agatha Christie. Later I found it in Julius Caesar which was part of my English literature curriculum in junior high school, and I have loved it since, though I realized its significance only as an adult.
2. “Full many a gem of purest ray serene
The dark unfathom’d caves of ocean bear:
Full many a flower is born to blush unseen,
And waste its sweetness on the desert air.”
-Thomas Gray, An Elegy Written In A Country Churchyard
Love the imagery here, and the message as well. Jives well with “express yourself”!
3. (In Sanskrit)
“Karmanye Vadhikaraste, Ma phaleshou kada chana,
Ma Karma Phala Hetur Bhurmatey Sangostva Akarmani”
Translation:
” You have the right to perform your actions,but you are not entitled to the fruits of the actions.
Do not let the fruit be the purpose of your actions, and therefore you won’t be attached to not doing your duty.”
-Ved Vyas, Mahabharata
http://pranajaya.de/wp-content/uploads/2014/11/krishna_arjuna.jpg
This verse is from the Bhagwad Gita, where Arjuna was not willing to fight the Epic war of Mahabharata and Krishna explained to him the importance of performing his duties.
I apologize for putting up this verse in Sanskrit, but that’s how I remember it and chant it to remind myself to do what I need to without thinking of the results.
4. “A teacher affects eternity, he never knows where his influence stops.”
-Henry Adams
This one is a tribute to all my teachers, past and present. I have spent almost all my years (yes, you heard it right, and I am in my mid-thirties) being a student or a trainee, and I cannot thank my teachers enough, for making me who I am.
On a separate note, my mother used to teach, and my sister and I would decorate the cover of her diary every year. This was one of our favorite quotations to place on the cover.
5.” Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.”
-Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken
First of all, this is one of the most beautiful poems I have read- simple in verse, but with a meaning as deep as it can get- quintessential Frost. The reason I have included it here is because I have had to choose a road out of two more than once in my life; and it was usually the one less traveled by. I do not know where I will end up, and whether that will be a better destination than at the end of the other road, but it did make a difference.
Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?
I would want Agatha Christie as a dinner guest (taking the liberty of including people no longer in this world) and ask her how she became a mystery writer. I have admired her deep understanding of the human nature and her ability to keep the readers riveted and guessing until the end.
http://www.biography.com/people/agatha-christie-9247405/videos/bram-stoker-full-episode-2178774393
Among contemporary people, I would like to invite Khaled Hosseini (author of “The Kite Runner” and other books) and ask him about his journey from Afghanistan to the United States. He is another writer that has captured my imagination. 
When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?
Today, I always sing to myself at home. I love singing old songs, both in English and my native language Hindi, and I remember literally thousands of verses, if not complete songs in both languages.
I sang to my son last week, trying to teach him “All things bright and beautiful”.
I believe that singing is the key to long life, a good figure, a stable temperament, increased intelligence, new friends, super self-confidence, heightened sexual attractiveness, and a better sense of humor.
– Brian Eno
( http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/singing.htm)
If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?
The ability to maintain a more positive attitude in the face of adverse circumstances and not let anxiety take a hold over my life. 
http://www.inspireleads.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/positive-quotes-1.jpg
What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?
The loss of human life, by any means, for any reason, is too serious to be joked about. Also, I find joking about anyone who is clearly suffering (my patients, for example) extremely repulsive.
Bonus question: What are you grateful for from last week, and what are you looking forward to in the week coming up?
I am grateful for a workplace presentation that was very well-received. In the coming week, I am hoping for somewhat greater clarity on things to come in the future. (Right now, I have no idea where I will be or what I’ll be doing after 5 months…)

http://redrinart.deviantart.com/art/Silenced-by-Fear-315005152
Silence may be golden
And silver, speech could be
Yet we’ve all seen frozen
Silence, reeking of hostility
Silence, out of misgiving born
Silence of anger burning within,
Seething, leaving innards torn,
Silence that feels like an unspoken sin.
Fear that chokes speech into silence,
Sealed lips that have been witness
To horrific, heinous violence
Minds, no longer able to express..
***
This is the silence that comes to my mind
It is not golden, of that I am sure
I will be happy when speech I can find
Words full of love and happiness pure.
The distinction between the past, present and future is nothing but a stubbornly persistent illusion.
-Albert Einstein
The more things change
The more they get
Close to the old in their range..
Maybe it’s true
That the past
Holds the clue
To the unknown, vast
Future; unseen
Except in imagination,
In promising dreams
Hoping for translation
Into life, real
Hoping future would
Bring a better deal
Making life good.
Hopeful always
Life’s bounties at present
Would never part ways
But all that’s unpleasant
Would disappear
Would be erased
In the future, near
By better things replaced.
But reality is such
That future mirrors
The past as much
As it differs.
We lay the foundation
Each day, for the future..
For our dreams’ realization
It’s the present we should nurture!
Linking to : https://dailypost.wordpress.com/dp_photo_challenge/express-yourself/
Express yourself without a care
Is what we should teach
To our children, so they dare
To explore beyond their reach.